No one cares for people like me that has no future and well cant blame them. Though I am not happy but I spent much of my time in keeping myself busy with my dogs, tv, family and internet. In due time, I was going to overdose on a nice combination of medications that I had assembled. I shall not be liable or responsible for any loss or damage allegedly arising from any information or suggestions within this website. This disenchantment occurs so frequently, it is unremarkable.
Also, one of my classmate hates me and he announced it in front of our professor and our classmates. . God intended us to live without that pain. You have already done it for 5 minutes, just by reading this page. Other people always a problem. My partner of four years left me around a week ago for no or little, i just dont fit in with life anymore. Encourage them to take you to the doctor to talk about some possible issues with depression.
Individuals vary greatly in their capacity to withstand pain. Medicines are things that can help stave off and prevent the crises or serve to minimise their dramatic impact on our emotional stability. I am a natural human being living on Earth. It's selfish to starve your own children if it doesn't make you happy? With tons of student debt and next to no possible employment opportunities, I am so overwhelmed by financial instability that I just feel so scared and hopeless. As much as life sucks and can be completely cruel, boring, and unfair, it can also be beautiful, rewarding, and completely exciting.
Even if I wasn't, I probably won't be coming back here. I had no idea what they were until I finally went through a 3 day ordeal of pacing without sleep, feeling an overwhelming shroud of utter dread. I just want the pain to end. Money and power make you happy, but they also make you selfish. At the time, I truly believe this. If you need someone to talk to right now, call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1. But im pretty sure u only find one real soul mate in life, and mine has walked away without evening telling me why.
It may not get worse, but I certainly don't care at this point. How do you fix it when your doing well in your life and wish for death every day? She was just a teenager. My dad is the most important person in my life, and he drinks too. I stay deppressed all the time and feel that suicide is my only option. Work your body until you are so tired that you think about getting some good sleep instead of suicide.
I think the feelings of wanting to kill myself have passed for now. It was just not their time. I felt much more connected to myself then than now. You literally he nothing to lose. From the age of 8 years old i took care of myself in the harsh climate of British Columbia with a father who was too drunk to give a shit about me who eventually died from a heroine overdose. I guess a note would be good, but they probably won't find my body until someone complains about the smell.
And when im on them I feel like a zombie. If you have a friend in need of help, please encourage that person to contact a suicide hotline as well. The key word there is probably. It is also difficult to find work as a designer and having nursing as a background will ensure that if you don't find work as a design assistant or designer you can always fall back on your nursing. ~ Even your wife and children will rarely mention the word suicide when telling your story. It's not entirely the same but the feeling is surreal when you think about it.
I no longer have a penny to my name. There are all facilities in my 10 X 10 feet room except Air Conditioner. If you weren't meant to be, you wouldn't have made it this far in life. I have so much homework because of this nursing course that I don't have much time to draw. Filled with immense depression and soothing ray of hope. The problem with being selfish, is that sooner or later - all that is left is selfish people.